Seriously, there are times when I look at myself in the mirror & think that,
"IS THIS REALLY ME?"
The mirror will always remain silence.
I don't know why, but, from what I've learnt in life (SO FAR...), I think that you can never see your true self. That's why you can never know your flaw & you think that you're always correct. That's why people argue.
The only people who can see how you behave are the person around you. (friends, family, duh.)
There's always one thing that confuse me: I've changed A LOT since I was in middle school, like, I was quiet, nerdy, sad; now, I'm like stupid, crazy, stupid. stupid. seriously. so, is that what we say - 'growing up' or is it that I've changed my attitude?
I'M CONFUSED.
But I don't know how. I'm just going to be stupid. ALL DAY & ALL NIGHT.
Like, there are more & more things that you'll discover in this world while you're growing up & you'll change yourself for that one thing or that one person.
My attitude these few years: CRAZY. STUPID. HAPPY-GO-LUCKY.
My personality: [I HAVE NO IDEA]
And, so, this is what I'm saying, I don't know what's my personality......
*Before I continue, let me show you something:
ATTITUDE = HOW YOU BEHAVE IN FRONT OF PEOPLE
PERSONALITY = HOW YOU BEHAVE SINCE BIRTH
That's what people says,
"Lookers-on sees more than players."
If my friends are reading this, I hope they won't judge me though.
I don't wanna feel depressed because of their comment.
CONCLUSION: You'll learn a lot of lessons in life, as a normal teenager, I begin to understand a little bit about life. I'm 14, I have many more years to go. I feel happy about it. But that's such a small achievement. So, here we go, the word 'growing up' began to hit me.
Remember to love your life & also live your life. You know why? Look at the picture above.
A LITTLE 9GAG QUOTE HERE:
"You never really grow mature, you only learnt how to behave in public."
;)
Sincerely,the girl who's growing up. Candy.
Sincerely,
