The Trip

So, the trip was incredibly cool, but I'm just gonna tell you about Universal Studio Singapore.

Pictures taken from web.

It's made up of seven different areas, and I'm gonna tell you each and everyone of it.

a. Hollywood
b. New York
c. Sci-Fi City
d. Ancient Egypt
e. The Lost World
f. Far Far Away
g. Madagascar

(*** means MUST-GO)

1) TRANSFORMERS: THE RIDE (Sci-Fi City)***

The outside of the ride

Damn, this ride's super cool, but it's a little bit too short in my opinion. I can feel the rain and heat and wind. I went for it twice. Everyone's first thought of entering the Universal Studio-- "GO FOR THE TRANSFORMERS FIRST, ALRIGHT?" EVERYONE.

2) LIGHTS! CAMERA! ACTION! Hosted by Steven Spielberg (Hollywood)***

The outside

You have to visit this place. It's super cool. It shows you a live action of a hurricane taking place in NYC. There will be explosions/quakes happening right before your eyes. BUT NO HARM. Just go for it. MUST GO.

3)  MADAGASCAR: A CRATE ADVENTURE (Madagascar)

Not the best but it's a really cute, storytelling ride. If you're bringing along kids with you, this ride is the one. You might get a little wet though.

4) ENCHANTED AIRWAYS (Far Far Away)

A short short roller coaster ride. Like, I'm serious. Short. It felt like 5 seconds to me. This can be like a warm-up for the HUMAN & CYLON roller coaster ride, but brace yourselves, because HUMAN & CYLON are 10000000000000000000x scarier.

5) WATERWORLD (The Lost World)***

THIS IS A MUST-GO MY FRIEND. MUST GO. It's a live, action-packed, explosions-filled performance. I'll give the story a 4/5 rating. I'll give the cast a 5/5 though. Must hurt to free fall into the water. Also, you'll get wet depends on where you're seated. GO TRY THE SOAKED ZONE.

6) SHREK 4-D ADVENTURE (Far Far Away)

This is a fun one. You just sit there like you're in a normal theatre, except this one is way cooler than your normal 3D movies. You should go for this one too :)

7) REVENGE OF THE MUMMY: THE RIDE (Ancient Egypt)

If you get scared easily this is not for you. You should appreciate the walk to the ride though. I have to say it's very impressive, with all the strings and mummies and statues, very cool. However I have to say this ride is just another high-speed roller coaster, the only difference is that, you're screaming in complete darkness.

8) SNOWFALL IN NEW YORK CITY (New York)

Well, this is a special show for Christmas month. I LOVE THIS BECAUSE I LOVE SNOW.

9) BATTLESTAR GALACTICA: HUMAN (Sci-Fi City)***

The red one. IF YOU ARE BRAVE ENOUGH THEN GO FOR IT. This one's a little bit faster than Cylon, but you can still feel the ground so it's fine.

10) BATTLESTAR GALACTICA: CYLON (Sci-Fi City)***

The blue one. As I said, IF YOU ARE BRAVE ENOUGH. This one's cooler. It has a 360 degrees spin. And your legs are just not touching anything but air. OH I WENT ON THIS TWICE IT'S SO WORTH IT EXCEPT FOR THE PAIN IN MY THROAT.

11) JURASSIC PARK RAPIDS ADVENTURE (The Lost World)

Slightly disappointing. The dinosaurs aren't that scary. They should've been more real. However, the buildings and the trees are really, just like, in the movie. I got soaked wet. Get yourself a raincoat bro.

I think that's it. I also got to watch a parade. It was pretty cool. I think you can search for the videos online.

I'm now searching for videos of Universal Studios Hollywood's rides videos, I think they have cooler (and scarier rides) but Singapore has Transformers. BOO YA.

Another thing missing-- SUPERHEROES RIDE. LIKE, NO. I LOVE SUPERHEROES. GIMME A BATMAN RIDE. OR A SPIDERMAN. OR A SUPERMAN ONE. I NEED SUPERHEROES RIDE.

OVERALL, BRAVO.


Great job, but I expect more to come soon! One day I'll be going to Universal Studios Hollywood. BAHA.

Meanwhile...

K BYE. ENJOY YOUR RIDE IF YOU'RE GOING TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS.

Update....

Hello. A little update on what has happened on the past few weeks/months. (no particular order)

1. Movies. Movies. And Movies.

So, I've watched a lot of movies at home & in the theaters during this holiday. I'm just gonna list a few:

a) Zombieland (horror-comedy, not really scary, but definitely interesting to watch)
b) Can't Buy Me Love (super cute love story)
c) Life Of Pi (very fresh and different from the normal America/British movies you always watch)
d) Rise Of The Guardians (I fell in love with Jack Frost for a few weeks after watching this)
e) Ted (totally an 18-and-above movie, but I enjoyed it so much)
f) The Help (first film ever that made me cry, like, for real)
g) (500) Days Of Summer (didn't cry but it's a very fresh movie with a very unexpected ending)
h) Enchanted (so darn adorable and fun)
i) 21 Jump Street (laughed along the whole freaking movie)
j) Crazy, Stupid, Love (the kind of movie that makes you laugh, and makes you believe in real love)
k) Meet The Robinsons (orrrsssuuuummmm I watched it as a kid)
l) Scooby Doo 2: Monsters Unleashed (pointless movie but it was a stupid, funny adventure)

(OK. I lied when I said 'list a few'. I apologize for that.)

Now, a picture of beautiful snowflakes before proceeding (it's winter in every country but mine!!!!)

2. Grey's Anatomy

Yup, I definitely got myself into TV shows this holiday. My new obsession is definitely Grey's Anatomy.
Here's some reasons why:

a) Patrick Dempsey aka McDreamy.
b) Chyler Leigh aka Lexie Grey aka Little Grey
c) Ellen Pompeo aka Meredith Grey
d) Sandra Oh aka Cristina Yang aka My Hero
e) The very strong characters on this show.
f) Storyline on 'the real world' - when you finally get a job and you can finally call yourself an 'adult'
g) The surgeries.
h) The narratives/lessons in every episode.
i) Real/raw emotions.
j) The good-looking actors & actress.
k) The jokes.
l) Cristina Yang & Miranda Bailey's sarcasm.
m) The friendship.
n) Gives me a little tip on how the real world will look like. I really appreciate that.
o) Not another stupid teenager show.

Well, I can list a tons more. And I also watched some other TV shows, like Friends (eeee it's so awesome) & Once Upon A Time (not a HUGE fan, but the story is interesting).

Alright, here's a picture of some ice cream. *drools* *eats* *pukes rainbows* *falls in love* *in a relationship with ice cream*

3. Haylor

Oh, well, I didn't want to go into details. However, I have to say this has been a very fresh experience for me as a human. Like, I've never felt that much anger in me. As a Taylor Swift fan, I was really mad at some of the One Direction fans for some reasons, I tried to protect Taylor, and then I figured out how stupid I sounded when I was protecting her. I realized that Taylor is an adult and I'm a 14-year-old annoying teenager who sits in front of my computer all day and I can't do anything. Plus, it will fade soon, so I decided that I should tweet random stuff instead of getting myself involved in such a pointless drama. Ah, how classy I feel right now. Just kidding, if you see the way I eat at home, you'll...well...I won't go that far. (PS: I admire you, Taylor, as a person, and also as a musician. Don't ask me why. I just admire you.)

Gah, these pictures from Tumblr are making me feel like the world is such a beautiful place:

4. I'm Going To Travel (!!!!!!!!)

You probably don't know about this, but, I've never travelled to any foreign countries. I know, shame on me. Alright, so, sometime in late December, I'm going to Singapore (!!!!!!!) Well, my dream foreign places are London, Paris, Nashville & New Zealand, and I wanna live in a four season country for one whole year (or more), but, I'll do those when I'm an adult and when I'm finally considered a "free human". I'm still a teenager, living a teenager life, studying, watching TV shows, staying at home, capturing beautiful pictures/moments, listening to music & my parents giving me advices etc. I love this teenage life, but I think being an adult could be fun too. Well, Grey's Anatomy gave me the hope that being an adult can be fun, I know a lot will disagree, but I'm a free person, I'll travel to places I adore and do stuff I love to do.

"The world is like a book, and the people who doesn't travel reads only one page."

- Some Wise Dude/Gal (Wise, indeed.)

 5. Grammys

Faith in music: RESTORED & DESTROYED at the same time.

RESTORED - Taylor got nominated for THREE Grammys (!!!!!!!) I'm so happy for her because she truly deserves it, no matter what the others say about her. Record Of The Year ("We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together"); Best Country Duo/Group Performance ("Safe & Sound"); Best Song Written For Visual Media ("Safe & Sound"). When I first heard "Safe & Sound", I said something that I'll never forget, ever-- "I smell some Grammys". I'm a freaking psychic :)

DESTROYED - "Call Me Maybe" got nominated for a Grammy. Well, that song is kind of my guilty pleasure. (It's so catchy I'm gonna die!!!!!!) but then I just think that it's not Grammy-worthy. Well, my opinion.

NOT-SO-SURE-WHAT-TO-SAY - Justin Bieber didn't get nominated. I mean, his songs aren't the best, and they aren't exactly "great", but I think he worked pretty hard and after all the hates, he's still quite grounded, that's pretty great.

And I downloaded Frank Ocean's "channel ORANGE" album because of his six Grammy nods, it was freaking amazing. Album Of The Year. Hands down.

Alright, I think that's it. That's just it. I've learnt a few things the past few weeks:

a) Social network is complicated. That's why our generation has a very complicated mind at the age of 14. I expect someone to help rebuild this crap called 'humanity'.

b) 99% of the people are nice and smart. The rest of the 1% (including me) goes to my school.

c) Everybody has something great in them. Everyone has something attractive about them. (learnt from Grey's Anatomy)

d) High school is completely stupid.

e) I like to say the phrase in 'd' to everyone around me.

f) I don't want to be stupid, but I have a mixed feeling about growing up.

g) I'm going to read these blog posts when I'm an adult, with a job, and I'm going to delete my blog, with whatever device that's going to be invented in the future. (maybe not)

h) Grey's Anatomy = life. (literally)

i) Men can look sexy in their 40s. (Proof: Patrick Dempsey & Eric Dane)

j) Grey's Anatomy is perfect.

k) There are stupid people in the world too. But they're not bad people.

l) Grey's Anatomy :) :) :)

Alright, that's it. I don't really go out as much as the rest of you during holiday, because I want my teenage years to be relaxing and, well, my desktop is a fantastic companion. *whispers* I want my life back.

Just kidding, I have a life okay. Ok. I actually want to live a teenage life like the 90s teenagers, but then, technology took over, and I don't even know how to leave technology alone. They're perfect. Anyway.

And, just a reminder for those of you don't know...

Being 14.

Hey there. I'm back. I'm so lazy I don't even blog very often now. I think it's because nothing really happened during holiday and my life is so dry and I realized that I begin to hate having a social life, which is, sad, and sad.

So, right now I have mixed emotions and so I think it's time to post something because I'm finally not in the mood of "hyper" or "calm". And I can write better with mixed emotions. My last post was totally boring because I was bored. So, hopefully this post will not be boring. Alright, I'll try my best to put in jokes in between.

Okay before I start posting, I'd like to post some pictures because pictures keep us away from boredom. (keep you away from getting bored and stop reading. Ugh. Don't go away. What are you doing? NO. STOP. COME BACK HEREE AND LOVE MEEE)

Ok. 2 pictures so far. Pictures taken from Tumblr. Will keep posting to keep you entertained. So, first of all, I turned fourteen 13 days ago (as mentioned in my last post). So, I just thought I wanna share my thoughts of normal 14-year-old girls. And the comparisons between them and I.

1. STARTS LEARNING TO DRESS UP TO LOOK BETTER
Right? Am I right or am I right? Well, I normally picture a 14-year-old girl (21st century type) with long straight hair; wears shorts; have long skinny/slim legs which they think are "thick" and "ugly"; wears loose t-shirts; and bare shoulders. Well, that's what I picture them. And, I'm just saying, but I'm not trying to say I'm weird or something, but I really hate shopping and buying outfits that make me look better. I love reading magazines that have Taylor Swift wearing beautiful gowns to award shows and her casual outfits when she's out shopping, but I hate buying stuff for myself, like NO WAY. I hate wearing stuff that makes me feel uncomfortable so I hate it. Very, very much.

(Tumblr searching "teen" to show you pictures of how I picture teens but here's a piece of advice: don't search that tag.)

(UPDATE: Sorry, I couldn't find any pictures that picture it perfectly oh well...)

Alright, so, now, to express my sincere apology, I'll show you this awesome GIF, totally why I love Tumblr:

Starry Starry Night animated version

Shall we proceed? Yes.

2. STARTS HAVING CRUSH AND CALLS IT "LOVE"

Don't y'all agree with that? Actually, it's 21st century, so people starts having crush and dressing up when they're like 9 or 10, which I feel completely upset about. But, let's talk about this issue. I'm 14 now, and yes, I had tiny crushes on boys before, but honestly, I think I shall remain self-preserved because if I'm gonna love, I want it to be a big deal, not the easy-come-easy-go type. I don't know about you, but to me, I think that teenage love won't last, of course a lot of you will disagree to that, but it's just me.

PICTURES TIME...AGAIN!!!

Loooong, handwritten notes.

I think it's the filter that makes this picture so mesmerizing.

3. GETS THEMSELVES INTO DRAMA AND THEN COMPLAIN ABOUT IT

Unfortunately, I have to point out this incredibly stupid point. But, seriously, most of them around me just tweet super deep, emo tweets, apparently, about how "my life sucks". Excuse me, but you have enough money to go online and tweet, feel lucky about that. I think that, if you have problems, you should solve it and make sure it won't happen again. They tend to feel sad about people who "betrayed" them. Well, when I was 11 or 12, I was pretty dramatic, because I scrolled through my old Facebook status yesterday and I feel like high-5-ing myself with a chair in my face (if that made any sense though). I don't know what happened to me in these 2 years, but I've become such a happy-go-lucky person that it's freaking me out. I used to seem like a happy person, but now, I really am a happy person, which is, weird, I should say...

Cake, making you feel hungry since the year it was discovered.

No, but seriously, does this make you hungry?

Crap, you're not going to believe this, but I'm making myself hungry. I'm hungry right now. Also, I don't have much to say about this post anymore, so, yeah...

If you're a Malaysian primary/secondary school student, happy holiday and enjoy it any ways you want to, for me, I'll spend it in front of my computer because I'm emotionally attached to it. 

FYI: I'm playing Ed Sheeran's + album while writing this. I feel the energy to do things when I'm listening to his songs, so I think you should listen to the album too.

Check this out too:

Cool, right? If you find that cool, create a Tumblr account and discover even more cool stuff. Oh, and of course, don't forget to follow me. (I'm questioning my mentality because this blog is normally only viewed by not more than 10 people)

MY TUMBLR YO ===> http://candylivesherlife.tumblr.com/ <=== oh god. Just realized how corny my blog URL is.

Alright, I think it's time to say goodbye, but before I go...

"Give Me Love" by Ed Sheeran. Not only it's an amazing song, but also the music video totally stands out among all the other boring videos. I think that the director of the video did an amazing job with the video. It has a storyline, but you have to watch it a few times to get the story, which is about a cupid who makes a lot of people fall in love, but also wants love for herself, so, find out the ending in the video. Hopefully you'll understand the story.

:)

OK. I'M HUNGRY SO I'M GONNA EAT RIGHT NOW. AND I'M ALSO KINDA TIRED.......

Birthday and Stuff

November 2nd - my 14th birthday. That was straightforward enough.
So, I received quite an amount of presents this year. I've always loved my family. They always give me stuff that I want, and also, RED is one of them. I'm a lucky girl and I appreciate it.

And the birthday wishes I get this year are 90% from people I see everyday in school, and also a small percentage of them are from my old school. Love it. Well, they're just Facebook wishes. However, I still feel really happy about it.

My friend even dedicated a blog post for me-- http://ifyoudislikeitpleaseleaveit.blogspot.com/

Love them.

Well, alright done with the birthday stuff. I'm still the happy-go-lucky me, and I'm happy about it. But right now I'm bored, so if you could see my face right now, it's the Kristen Stewart-face. But now I'm thinking about the supper I'm going to get later, so...ohhhhh yesssssss.

I've been spending these past few days hiding in my room, with my computer and my headphones. Been watching a few episodes of Grey's Anatomy, trying to catch up my friend's TV show-watching-speed. She's horrid. RED, 1D, Ellie Goulding, Ed Sheeran, Westlife, Backstreet Boys, N-Sync and Britney Spears are heavily on repeat for the past few days. As I said before, not guilty pleasure, I just love hearing those pop beats during this rainy season.

Well, I realized that my musical taste changes like the weather.

Also, have been chatting with a good friend of mine for the past few days on FB too. Now, we're discussing about another friend's birthday party. Normally, we talk about 1D. I dunno. Weird.

And also, I'm feeling weird these few days, probably cause I don't even talk more than 20 lines per day. I just stay in front of my computer all day till I go to bed. And these non-talking days made me developed a new fear-- I'm afraid I'll be stuck in my own world until I forgot about reality. I better start finding a new life aim instead of just living an internet life.

This post is so boring because I'm bored right now. Sorry. I don't know what else to say.

Apart from all that, Christmas is coming soon, so yay.

And allow me to quote my favorite person ever:

"LIFE IS A RUTHLESS GAME UNLESS YOU PLAY IT GOOD AND RIGHT."

That's right, I changed "LOVE" to "LIFE".

I don't even know why am I writing all these. I feel like, I'm 14, I'm going to have fun yayyyyy :)

Oh god, a new fear-- losing ability to focus.

Oh god, look at how messed up this post is. I'm so depressed right now oh my gosh.

Just kidding, I'm just tired, I'll try to talk like a normal person when I'm focused. Bye.

Obsessed with this song by the way:

Red.

Hello there so today's the 4th day I've been replaying this record we all have been waiting for 2 years-- RED.

I'm writing this on my phone so ya gonna be all texts, in black, no bold, italic, underlined stuff. Enjoy my not-so-professional track-by-track review for RED. *JUST FOR FUN*

1. STATE OF GRACE

A grand opening for this album. Powerful, rock-n-roll love anthem. This song is the perfect intro for a love album like this one. It's like shouting, "WELCOME TO MY NEW CHAPTER OF LOVE MISADVENTURE."

2. RED

A mixed-genre title track. Perfect. Banjo intro, drums, electric guitar for the bridge and metaphor lyrical style. Melodically smooth.

3. TREACHEROUS

Acoustic, folky sounding. A very soothing tune. One of my favorites for no reason. (As I said, I'm not professional.)

4. I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE.

A stand-out song on this album. This song breaks down during the end of the chorus. Madly emotional-- way to conclude this song.

5. ALL TOO WELL

One of those songs that are supposed to be on the Fearless album. Written by Taylor's "Fearless" co-writer Liz Rose. Typical breakup anthem.

6. 22

Another collaboration with Max Martin & Shellback. The heart-pumping beat makes our body dance along to it automatically. However, it's not about clubbing nor those typical dance songs on the radio. Produces eargasm.

7. I ALMOST DO

One of my favorites. Her vocal in this song is incredible, not that she hits all the high notes, just that her voice contains the right amount of emotions and the chorus is perfectly arranged.

8. WE ARE NEVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER

I don't need to say anything about this song. Do I?

9. STAY STAY STAY

Cutest song ever written/sung/produced/made. The banjo strumming is adorable, her voice is flirty, and the lyrics are hilarious. It's the kind of song that makes you feel like eating rainbow cake.

10. THE LAST TIME (featuring Gary Lightbody from Snow Patrol)

Musical masterpiece. The coda at the end will make you break down.

11. HOLY GROUND

Written with Jeff Bhasker. The drum beats are unique and the melody is something you don't hear often. Very refreshing and upbeat.

12. SAD BEAUTIFUL TRAGIC

Another typical breakup anthem. The intro brings us to another world and then when the lyrics begin, you start listening to the story of a dead love affair.

13. THE LUCKY ONE

Another Jeff Bhasker-produced song. The most unique song on this album for it's nothing about love. Plainly about the pain of a musician who finds out that making music is not what she desires the most. (evidently Joni Mitchell)

14. EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED (featuring Ed Sheeran)

Taylor blends in Ed's musical style-- acoustic folk. The repetitive chorus and the beautiful harmonization make the listeners fall in love. This song was the most anticipated one on the record so it might be a little disappointing.

15. STARLIGHT

Another one of my favorites. Hand-clapping and fist-in-the-air tune. A story about a long-time-ago love story, well 90% sure it's inspired by Ethel & Robert Kennedy. Love how the song flashes back to 1945.

16. BEGIN AGAIN

A perfect ending to an epic love-anthem-packed record. It's like saying, "STAY TUNED FOR MORE" at the end of a movie left-hanging.

So yeah that's the standard version and I'm just gonna write about the 3 extra songs on the deluxe :)

1. THE MOMENT I KNEW

Cello/piano intro leads to a breakdown chorus. Slightly similar to I Knew You Were Trouble. Favorite. Deserves to be on the standard CD.

2. COME BACK... BE HERE

A boy band-made song. Not sure why it reminds me of Westlife but it just does. Guitar-driven tune about an unfortunate long-distance relationship.

3. GIRL AT HOME

Catchy tunes and relatable for all ages of girls. Glee-made song. The intro is a vocal harmonization of the chorus, which sounds completely fantastic.

Come on. If you haven't bought this album yet you should totally do this as soon as possible man. I'm saying this as a HUGE FAN of Taylor but honestly it just sounds so good.

I didn't really talk about what each song is, lyrically, so you gotta listen to it to find out by yourself :)

CONCLUSION ABOUT RED:

This record is different as it's more than just telling stories by the lyrics, this time Taylor evolves her musical story-telling talent into the melody and proves to the world that she can evolve herself in all genres by working with musicians from all around the music industry and still sound good. Not many musicians can do that. Most of them only stick to the same thing for ten records and Taylor wants to try something different, so this album is like ten steps forward for Taylor.

Also, comparing her four albums is unnecessary, but I just like doing shit like this. So....

TAYLOR SWIFT (2006)
Mixed with all sorts of songs. Country as the only genre, but each song is about different things that she experienced since born to the age of 16-- something she doesn't write about in her new projects. Very precious and lovely.

FEARLESS (2008)
Teen album. A soft, tender album with the sweet, hopeful title track. Most of the songs sound melodically the same and are equally soft and sweet. With repeatedly used instruments. However, this album has a fixed theme unlike her other albums. This album marks her breakthrough in the music industry even though it's not her best.

SPEAK NOW (2010)
Pre-adult album. Listening to this album is almost feeling like you're a teenager but entering the era of real stuff, where what you used to own don't exist anymore. It's a world with 1/2 "I still believe in fairy tales and happy endings" and 1/2 "Things are about to change".

RED (2012)
Taylor's first real adult album. No fixed theme nor genre. Risky try but it ended up as her best work yet. Most of her fanatics are aged from like 7-25 so this album might cause her fans who only liked her old style to be disappointed. Huge change but this record is more realistic than her previous fairy tale albums; even though it's really pop-- which may or may not help her increase her fan base.

WOW I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW HONEST I WAS IN THIS POST.

Let's be honest, after listening to Red, you feel like neither Speak Now nor Fearless are as epic as this one. Hopefully Taylor will not take a break like Adele does. Then maybe two years later, we'll have another record that might be better than Red, because this girl can only get better. She doesn't go backwards.

A Perfect World.

Hello there.

What's up?

Alright, right now, read all these with the best British accent you can fake. Because British accent is SEXY.

Alright. I'm basically writing this because my friend FORCES me to. She's bored and she wants ME to write something to reduce her boredom. So, I thought, boredom. Yeah, boredom inspires the most beautiful creations.

Alright.

Right now I'm going to talk about a perfect life, a perfect world. (well, I hope it'll not make you feel bored)

My idea of being "perfect" is definitely different from society's. Society's idea of being "perfect" is to be good-looking, kind-hearted, nice and have nice curves (for girls) and abs (for boys). This is completely stupid. Biggest load of bullsh*t I've ever heard.

However, just think, good-looking people always give you a good first impression, and average-looking people does not. And, I'm saying this because I'm going to talk about MY definition of being "perfect". To me, being perfect is to have flaws and we'll fix those flaws. And if a person can do it, then that person is perfect.

A perfect LIFE. Well, that's about the same thing, like, look.We're living in an imperfect world where we can't control everything with our mind. However, as I said, being PERFECT is to have flaws, so in this life, we have to work for what we want. And these are all so well-planned, like, we humans have a living rule: we need to drink and there's existence of water. We have animals, and someone created Pokemon to make us imagine animals as those creatures. And Harry Potter! We can't do magic, but we can make it happen using optical illusion.

*Ugh. This is happening again. I'm typing random stuff that pops up my mind and I don't even understand what am I typing. This is happening and I don't like it.*

Alright, what I wanna say is that.we have a perfect life, and we're living in a perfect world, because everything is planned SO WELL before human even exists. This is totally a proof of perfection. And how did humans even exist? There are scientific proof that there's this particle that they called "The God Particle" that created MATTER. However, I just think that all of these are too perfect.

The universe is like a fictional book, everything has to be planned so perfectly and we are the characters in the book. And here's another question: How did the universe exist?

Everything is so confusing. And so is this blog post. I feel so bad for the friend who asks me to write something right now, and so I just bullsh*t out what I thought, and I think they definitely don't make sense.

Goodbye Sister! :')

Hey there, today's 22/9, one month to RED, but also a sad day for me, since my half-sister, Josephine, is leaving to the UK. Well, maybe I should say, "WAS" cause she's in the plane already. Going to describe my emotions in two paragraphs.

So, I didn't really talk with her today because I don't want to, I know I'll make myself cry. And her friends also talked with her a lot, so I didn't wanna bother them. When she was about to depart, she hugged everyone, and everyone said something to her, as advice, and she started crying. I stood as far away as possible because I didn't want to hug her. I feel so sad that moment, I was crying already, but there were no tears because I was holding them back. Then, she went into the departure and we went home. I cried on the way home, but it was dark, and I was making no sobbing sound, so yeah no one noticed :)

To be honest, I think that the reason I cried is not because she's leaving, it's more than that. She's like my only friend when I was a child. I don't know how to say our real relationship, but just we're not blood-related but we're like half-sister since young. She's LEGIT my only friend since I was born till when I started going to middle school because I was really bad at making friends. So, I cried because I felt like, everyone who were in my childhood are grown-ups now. I felt really, really heartbroken.

We had too many memories together:
1) We went to three concerts together: Wonder Girls, Westlife and Avril Lavigne.
2) Once, we went to a restaurant for lunch and then we talked about something and we laughed so hard we hid under the table and everyone gave us weird stares.
3) We watched Finding Nemo together in the cinema. It's the first time I've ever been to a cinema. There's a scene where nobody is laughing, but she found it really funny and so she became the only one who laughed in the cinema. And then everyone stared at us, and it was really awkward.
4) She taught me ice skating!
5) We used to have a diary where I write to her about stuff I didn't dare to speak out, and she would reply me with how I should face it. That was when my uncle passed away & my dad went for a surgery & my momma got stroke and I had a very, very traumatic time.

And the funniest thing is that she's 7 years older than me, and our birthday are ONE day apart. Mine's on 2nd of November, and hers is on the 3rd of November. And I have a nephew, he's 7 years younger than me, and his birthday is on the 5th of November. (SO CLOSE)

Well, basically, that's it. I just noticed that, everyone around me, who used to be my childhood besties, are all grown-ups now, because I am the youngest one in my family (before my nephew was born). They will all be finding jobs, working, and be busy earning money (maybe). However, I think 2 years later when she's back, I will be having fun with her, as well as my other cousin bros and sis. One of my cousin bros who came back from Oklahoma few months ago, has now found a job and settled down.

Might not be having as much fun as we used to, but the memories will last forever. Love all you sis and bros :)